Date: 2022-07-29 05:33 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] necessarycruelties
Do you want these rings to mean more than a simple tracking device?

[ It is so difficult for Tseng to be a part of this discussion, wanting nothing more than to escape and act like none of this has happened. He's having to deal with feelings and emotions he has been avoiding for quite some time now, but he knows the truth. He knows he's felt this way toward Rufus for years at this point, thinking he likely fell in love at some point during Rufus's time in Junon.

He looks over at Rufus, taking his attention away from their hands and turning it on his face.

When Rufus doesn't immediately respond, Tseng continues talking. ]


You know I love you, too, don't you? [ He's quiet for a moment ] I've been by your side for years as far more than a bodyguard.

[ But he leaves it at that because he's said far more than he was ready to say or even admit to himself. ]

Date: 2022-07-30 07:39 am (UTC)
necessarycruelties: please don't steal (62)
From: [personal profile] necessarycruelties
[ Tseng takes Rufus's hand from his cheek and kisses the back of it across his knuckles before threading their fingers together. Just hearing Rufus say those words is overwhelming for Tseng - he didn't think he'd ever hear anybody say they loved him, especially Rufus. Love was never a word that had been a part of either of their vocabularies... At least, until now. ]

I never envisioned myself in a long term relationship.

[ He reaches for the small bag on the coffee table, opening it up and emptying the two rings into the palm of his hand. They're beautiful rings, he thinks, the stone on one of them matching the sapphire earrings Rufus gave him two years ago.

Tseng finally pulls his attention away from the rings, looking back up at Rufus. ]


And I certainly didn't think anybody would want to be my spouse. [ He pauses, leaning forward to kiss Rufus ] But you, for some reason, saw more in me than just a trained assassin and bodyguard.

Date: 2022-07-31 12:04 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] necessarycruelties
[ When they first met, Tseng couldn't stand Rufus - he was everything a stereotypical spoiled rich boy could have been. But, over the years as they grew up together, Tseng got to know him, and what started out as a way to blow off steam turned in to so much more. Rufus knew everything about him and he knew everything about Rufus, but one thing he had kept from Rufus was how much he truly cared for him.

And, now, that was all out in the open and Tseng is forced to confront his own feelings and Rufus's feelings toward him. It's a conversation he avoided, but knows he could have easily had for the past two years, at the very least. ]


You've always been enough.

[ He takes the rings and puts them back on the table, not quite ready to ask Rufus if he'll actually wear them, if they'll be a symbol of something more between them. It's a huge step, but if Rufus were to ask, he knows he'd agree to it, even though he never saw himself doing this sort of thing back home. ]

I owe my life to you, Rufus. I wouldn't be sitting here today without you.

Date: 2022-07-31 06:57 am (UTC)
necessarycruelties: please don't steal (71)
From: [personal profile] necessarycruelties
Rufus...

[ Tseng looks down at the ring being offered to him, not immediately taking it. He's hesitant, as this is such a huge step for him, for both of them. He never considered marrying anybody, but if he were to marry somebody, it would be Rufus. There's nobody else Tseng wants to spend his life with. He's been by Rufus's side for years, first as a Turk, then as a lover, and his feelings have only grown over the years. ]

Aren't you supposed to get down on one knee when you propose to somebody? Simply offering me the ring as we sit here on the sofa is hardly romantic.

[ But Tseng takes the ring, slipping it on to his own finger. He takes a moment to look at his hand with the ring on it. He hasn't had his gloves on since he took them off the night of his arrival in Nippon. This is different, having a piece of jewelry on his finger like this, but not unwelcome.

He leans forward, pulling Rufus in for a kiss. When he pulls away, he takes the other ring from Rufus's hand. After a deep breath, he works up the courage and takes Rufus's hand, sliding the ring on to his finger. It looks perfect, like it was meant to be there, and it brings a small smile to Tseng's face. ]

Date: 2022-08-01 05:10 am (UTC)
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Romance was never really an option for us in Midgar, but I suppose we can indulge here.

[ Leaning forward, Tseng pulls Rufus in for another kiss, tangling his fingers in his hair. For a moment, he thinks this is enough, soft kisses, nothing too special... But then Rufus has a hand on Tseng's lower back and he's pulling him closer. Tseng pulls away from Rufus, a smile on his face that only Rufus has ever seen.

He gets up from where he'd been sitting on the couch, stopping to pull his hair back into a ponytail, before he settles on Rufus's lap, arms wrapped around his neck. Tseng leans down and kisses him again, one hand once again finding itself in Rufus's hair while the other traces circles on his back. ]


I'd love to celebrate with some champagne tonight, but a honeymoon? [ A pause ] I don't know that we need a honeymoon.

Date: 2022-08-01 05:18 pm (UTC)
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[ Gently taking Rufus’s chin, Tseng tilts his face upward for another kiss, content for the time being to sit astride his lap and kiss him like this, like they’ve nothing else to do with their time but enjoy each other. And, he realizes, that they have the rest of their lives (or however long they’re in Nippon) to do just that. They’ve no responsibilities, they’re not President of Shinra and Director of Administrative Research here… They’re just Rufus and Tseng. ]

Perhaps we can take a weekend in Kyoto, then, ask Reno to watch Dark Nation for us while we’re gone.

[ He leans forward again to kiss Rufus, this time pulling at his bottom lip with his teeth before slipping his tongue past it. It’s not their usual routine, Tseng generally preferring to wreck Rufus and Rufus usually wanting just that… But sometimes they shake things up, sometimes Tseng needs it or Rufus wants it.

And this is one of those times, Tseng grinding his hips down against Rufus, feeling his hardening cock beneath him, his own pressing against the pair of sweatpants he’s currently wearing. ]


Why don’t we begin our celebration now, though? [ He pauses to kiss Rufus again ] I want you to fuck me.

Date: 2022-08-15 01:13 am (UTC)
necessarycruelties: please don't steal (68)
From: [personal profile] necessarycruelties
[ Before he reaches behind the couch cushion, he's leaning back to look at Rufus... Because he can't believe that Rufus has hidden a bottle of lube in the sofa like they're two horny teenagers. ]

Rufus, why is there a bottle of lube behind the cushion?

[ As he waits for Rufus to answer, Tseng is reaching behind the cushion and, just as Rufus said, there is a bottle of lube hidden in the sofa. He pops the cap open and hands it to him. ]

Date: 2022-08-24 04:34 am (UTC)
necessarycruelties: please don't steal (74)
From: [personal profile] necessarycruelties
How am I overdressed when you're still fully clothed? [ Tseng huffs a laugh at Rufus calling him overdressed. ] I'm only wearing sweatpants, however you... I believe you are the one who is a bit overdressed.

[ Taking the hem of Rufus's shirt in his hands, Tseng pulls it over his head and tosses it on the floor behind them, never once taking his eyes off of Rufus. He is slimmer than the last time he saw him like this in Midgar, but Tseng still thinks Rufus is the most beautiful man he's ever laid eyes on and it doesn't matter to him that the man before him isn't exactly how he last saw him in their own world.

He's still his Rufus. ]


If you think I'm overdressed, then do something about it.
Edited Date: 2022-08-24 04:50 am (UTC)

Date: 2022-09-04 05:28 am (UTC)
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[ Of course, Tseng saw the changes on Rufus's body. He noticed each detail the very first night they were together, everything laid out before him as he drew a bath for them. He noticed that Rufus lost weight, noticed the scars on his chest and arms, the slight discoloration on his forehead normally hidden by his hair... but none of this mattered to Tseng. He was simply thankful that he found Rufus in Nippon.

He smiles as he lays back on the couch, rolling off and standing to his feet before slowly pulling off his sweatpants, leaving them in a heap on the floor next to Rufus's discarded shirt. He bends to kiss Rufus as he hooks fingers in the waistband of his pants. ]


Lift your hips so I can get rid of these, then.

[ Because all Tseng wants to do is move things along, feel Rufus's fingers getting him ready for his cock. It's been a while since they've switched things around and he's ready for it. ]

Date: 2022-09-13 05:34 am (UTC)
necessarycruelties: please don't steal (74)
From: [personal profile] necessarycruelties
[ Tseng can't help the smile on his face as Rufus allows him to pull his pants off, tossing the clothing into the pile on the floor. Rufus is still beautiful despite what he may think about himself. There's nobody Tseng would allow touch him in any manner, especially like this.

He settles back down on the couch, making himself comfortable before leaning forward and grabbing Rufus's hand to pull him closer. ]


It's been so long since I've been touched like this.

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